Keep going

Yesterday,90KM from Huidong county to Shenzhen city,it’s no easy to me.Not only because of the rain and bed road,But also i lost a most important inspirit.When I rode bicycle in the rain for more than 7 hours.I spend a lot of time talk to myself.I find this way is very useful to come out the bad emotion.And it’s also very useful to find my problem.
In more of time I think i’am a brave man.But when i spend half day talk with myself,I find actually i’am caitiff,I always run away when I need to make a big decision.I also find a big psychological reason.

I will keep going,but I also don’t want to give up.

Less perfect

I am a completist.Always thinking a lot about how to do one thing best,before start it.I really hate this character.

In this new website,I also want to make it perfect.But i had not idea how to organise the photos and articles .My friend ask me why not put some photos which i take on my trip.Actually i had take some photos on the road,cause now i use a camera(canon550d+18-55lens) which i really don’t like it,and have no passion to shoot.I already want to buy a new camera(canon 5d2+24-105lens+50/1.4lens),in order i can shoot some nice photo which i would satisfact.But I think the problem it’s me,not the camera.

Generally persuing prefect is not the best way,Maybe i will lost lots of time and chance.Today i had a new idea when i rode bicycle in the rain.You know,usually the beautiful photos which i like is not the real world.I want to share the real world which i meet on my trip.Maybe I should put the photos which not think a lot the design and esthetics before check the shutter.More real less perfect.

So maybe I will change my camera,But i also will use telephone to make photo,and put on this website.

 

If We Were Not To Meet

I had try to translate this chinese poem to English.just for funny and practice English.

《最好不相见》     If We Were Not To Meet

最好不相见,便可不相恋。
If we were not meet,I would not fall in love.
最好不相知,便可不相思。
If we were not in acquaintance,I would not always thinking about you.
最好不相伴,便可不相欠。
If we were not get along,I would not owe you.
最好不相惜,便可不相忆。
If we were not cherish,I would not recall you.
最好不相爱,便可不相弃。
If we were not fall in love.I would not abandon.
最好不相对,便可不相会。
If we were not see your eyes,I would not meet.
最好不相误,便可不相负。
If we were not misapprehend, I would not fail to be loyal.
最好不相许,便可不相续。
If we were not promise,I would not continue.
但曾相见便相知,相见何如不见时。
But we had know each other after we met.we met is better we can’t met?
安得与君相诀绝,免教生死作相思。
How can I say goodbye forever to you?Let’me fall in missing whole life.
最好不相见,便可不相恋。
If we were not meet,We would not fall in love.
最好不相知,便可不相思。
If we were not know each other,we would not be drowned in lovesickness.
最好不相伴,便可不相欠。
If we were not company,we would not mutually owe.
最好不相惜,便可不相忆。
If we were not cherish,we would not recall.
最好不相依,便可不相偎。
If we were not cling to,we would not snuggle.
最好不相遇,便可不相聚。
If we were not meet,we would not be in reunion.

Make you to be

It make you cry or smile.
It make you blind or foresight.
It make you be a poet or wanderer.
It make you love live or flee.

When you find best treasure in the world.
When you find the way to get the peace.
When you find the 100% close to your soul.

You can’t touch,can’t get it.
You can’t control yourself fill in it.

My 2011

This isn’t a integrity article,cause i had delete some part which isn’t suit to publish.

In the begin of 2012.I want to see back to 2011,what happened in my time river.
I try to find some words to summarize the life in 2011 as follows, lost,30,wait,start,met

The first word is lost.After I closed my company in Shanghai, After several times bicycle trip in china.In the beginning of 2011,I start a new Job in Hangzhou city.But I always want to leave the job,Because I can’t find my value in this kind work and life.

The second word is 30.I had my 30 years birthday in Hangzhou.The day in march,I ride a bike to home after the job.When i stop before a traffic light.There is a cross road before me.back,forward,left,right.What should i choice.continue job?continue the boring life which i very tired it.In fact,I had ask myself many times.Before 2011,I already had a idea travel around the world by bicycle in coming 3-4years.In March 2011,I had a decision,I have to go out of my used world,To search something.

The third word is wait.In fact this word maybe the main word to summarize 2010-2011.

The fourth word is start.I talled myself,I must go now.I get some equipment from outdoor product company and bicycle factory.And I buy some equipment.A fund promise the they will help me to get the visa which is usually not easy to get for chinese man. Nov 13 2011(Big day for me),I start my bicycle trip.I can’t say I will travel how far and how long.but I had try,And had try hard.

Met,This is the beautiful word.Happened in the November.I met a person.comfortable,my feel.I found a way to get peace.After i left,everyday i want to give up the trip and go back,if it’s possible.I not sure i will meet her again,but i sure i fall in.and never forget.

This is my 2011,so much sorrow and pity,I must made some big decision and choice.But I believe I had made so much bad choice during this year,especially when i met a specially person.But what can i do?between the fate and desire.Some miracle thing happen base on the terrible decision and bad result.For example If my company no closed,i won’t go out for trip.and if i continue the normal life which is also safe and easy for most people,I couldn’t met.Though there so much thing to repent.But I still want to say thanks to everything happened on me in 2011.

 

Bicycle

General,To me the Bicycle is only a tool for travel.Usually,I not often clean it,when i on the bicycle trip.

But I like bicycle trip.not too fast,not too slow.You can use your energy drive and circle.There is no glass,no air control between you and the world.On the road,You can meet the sunshine,rain,storm,wind…..there also no schedule,It’s the feel of freedom.The amazing thing is when you spend whole day on the bad road and climb on the top of the mountain.the landscape is different.

But I also like walk trip and motorbike trip.Maybe I like every kind of travel,I think.

Why I start long trip

Many people ask me Why i start to circling the world by bicycle.I also ask myself many time,including on the road.

Why not continue the job?Why not set down and find someone can get along with?Why ride bicycle and go so far?

In fact,I also cant find the real answer.But some reason pushed me go out to meet the world in this way.

The main reason is I fear.I fear the death,I fear the short of our life.I fear my life would all spend on the thing which is not really important to me.I fear I would get nothing to memory in the end of my life.

Every time,when I watch the starry starry night,I always feel I was so small and so shirt,I will be old quickly and will disappear  in the twinkling of an eye.So what is important in my life trip?What should I do?The fact is I can’t find the important thing in my life now,it was pity.So I want to go out to search it.

Search world,Search Heart,Search something important to me,and give me meaning.If I find can it,I believe it would save my soul.I believe I world not fear any more.

Maybe I will find nothing.But the time I spend on the road will be a part of my life.After the hard expedition I will be a different man.

Write for

Say Hello to everyone visited here.But I think few people know this web address.

On my trip,I will write something and record in this web.include the articles and photos.I want to improve my English by write in English.

In fact,I write for myself and several special persons.But If you visit here and leave some comments.I will be very happy.