This isn’t a integrity article,cause i had delete some part which isn’t suit to publish.
In the begin of 2012.I want to see back to 2011,what happened in my time river.
I try to find some words to summarize the life in 2011 as follows, lost,30,wait,start,met
The first word is lost.After I closed my company in Shanghai, After several times bicycle trip in china.In the beginning of 2011,I start a new Job in Hangzhou city.But I always want to leave the job,Because I can’t find my value in this kind work and life.
The second word is 30.I had my 30 years birthday in Hangzhou.The day in march,I ride a bike to home after the job.When i stop before a traffic light.There is a cross road before me.back,forward,left,right.What should i choice.continue job?continue the boring life which i very tired it.In fact,I had ask myself many times.Before 2011,I already had a idea travel around the world by bicycle in coming 3-4years.In March 2011,I had a decision,I have to go out of my used world,To search something.
The third word is wait.In fact this word maybe the main word to summarize 2010-2011.
The fourth word is start.I talled myself,I must go now.I get some equipment from outdoor product company and bicycle factory.And I buy some equipment.A fund promise the they will help me to get the visa which is usually not easy to get for chinese man. Nov 13 2011(Big day for me),I start my bicycle trip.I can’t say I will travel how far and how long.but I had try,And had try hard.
Met,This is the beautiful word.Happened in the November.I met a person.comfortable,my feel.I found a way to get peace.After i left,everyday i want to give up the trip and go back,if it’s possible.I not sure i will meet her again,but i sure i fall in.and never forget.
This is my 2011,so much sorrow and pity,I must made some big decision and choice.But I believe I had made so much bad choice during this year,especially when i met a specially person.But what can i do?between the fate and desire.Some miracle thing happen base on the terrible decision and bad result.For example If my company no closed,i won’t go out for trip.and if i continue the normal life which is also safe and easy for most people,I couldn’t met.Though there so much thing to repent.But I still want to say thanks to everything happened on me in 2011.